confused-human

Hit I dreamed of a child, sitting in a corner, surrounded by shadows. Aproaching, slowly tapping, tripping, trapping his thoughts. White floor, white walls, as pale as his face. Fear embraces his mind, firmly, like cold chains, around his ankles. A quick cut. He coughs. Lights began to dim. He was dreaming of a last kiss, from you, your lips, but he only hit the bathroom floor. Have you ever wondered how cold steel tastes?

Sleep my Friend You came into my life a bit too early, just like the nail driven straight through my heart. You're the cancer that destroyes my cells, embraces me with it's cold finger and squeezes out the last bit of life, that flows through my veins. With your lies you woke up all the demons, all the dragons resting quiet in my head. Don't fear the pain, they'll do it quickly, cause you won't stand the torture anyway. You sowed the breeze, and you'll reap my anger. Now I'll retrieve what once was mine. Just listen to the voices in my head. They don't care about you, like I do. Don't feel anxious, I'm here. Lay your head

. I'm sitting here, all alone, and try to nail that image, that perfect description, of your simple beauty, to the wall in my head. I'm sitting here, all alone, and try to find words, that come close to, what you are for me, and how you melt me. Sweet thinking of you, Sweet surrendering.

. A rush of words. Bleeding. I deserved a better death, that makes me smile, and gets me when I'm asleep. Every scar I cut, is one unspoken word, I regret when I'm sober. I'm lonely, I'm naked, I need you, more than the air I breath. Your warmth, Is what I miss, when I dive into my pillow, Your smile makes me cry, cause I know you'll kiss him, and let me stand in the corner of the haal. Your beautiful dress, soakes up the last bit of bravery, that last deep in my scarred heart. Orange. In your eyes, I drown when our gazes meet, and when you walk towards me. Sparkling wine. Alcoohol fills my veins, but I know, I'll a

. Patiently standing under neon-lights, while you turn your face towards me. We're staring, longing for each other, as the moment stretches for eternity. Slowly walking, closing distance, giving in to the temptation. I'm wrapping my arms around you, feeling your body, your heartbeat, your warmth, so entwine. And finally as our lips touch, the world around starts to fade. Infernal night surrounding us. Nothing matters but this kiss, full of passion and it'll hold on, 'till our souls are one.

Sa(i)d He always tells you, he wishes to be in your arms, to feel your body next to his', to recognise your breath in his neck, to smell the scent of your shower gel, slightly filling the air. Hardly there. He always tells you, he would safe you from reality, from the hard pavement you hit so often. He would safe you from your dreams, and all the monsters living there, frightening you at night. He tells you, you're the most beautiful thing, god has created in this world. That your the only one he wants, or needs? And how pretty your eyes are while the sun rises, and last night's tears dry. He always asks you how you are,